Hello There

I was born and raised in a family church of plain faith

A faith that was forced onto me from the moment I was born

Some of my earliest memories are thoughts 

You are a wicked sinner, evil & broken

If you don't believe in Jesus you will burn forever in hell but never actually die

You are sexually impure and full of evil sexual desires

The world is full of heathens who can’t be trusted

These were the things that were taught but not talked about

I was not allowed to question the bible 

Absolute authority and corporeal punishment were used to create fear and break my soul

In my families church I was sexually abused by 5 different males through out my childhood

4 of whom were family members of the church I grew up in

I have had to work through a lot of dissociation, depression, anxiety, fear,addiction & pain in order to remember and heal from these past wounds

I have studied religion, business, spirituality, consciousness, psychiatry, alchemy, plant based medicine & art therapy 

With an open mindset I followed my own intuition in search of truth and healing

This has lead me down many "paths"  

In my travels I learned how to access the body and mind via plant based medicine / meditation / body work / mindsets / sound

Over the years I have created a path of healing, forgiveness, expression and purpose. I learned how to find my voice and overcome a lifetime of fears, traumas and hell itself

The road is still unfolding before me and I have lifetimes to learn but I am ready to share what I have learned so far